Lockdown Day 19 – Memories through photographs

I remember the sensation of waking and in half sleep tracking the journey of the sunlight moving through the blinds and across the wall. The songs of birds in the trees and the silenced traffic. The skies were cloudless and seemed to be the brightest of blues. Reaching for my camera I crept out of bed and started moving silently around the room, aware of the click of the camera shutter in a still, sleeping house.

Memories of watching the blur of the moving rectangle of light slowly travelling down the tiled shower wall. I remember thinking how beautiful the early morning light was and how something so ordinary could suddenly appear extraordinarily beautiful.

As if it were yesterday, I am transported back to the sensation of moving around almost in a dreamlike state, noticing the early diffused light slowly drifting, casting a blurred palette of muted coloured shadows.

In the early weeks of the lockdown I was very restless and unsettled. Like many people I found it impossible to get back into my year 2 art project. The process of experimenting with photography and filming inside the house, in the garden, and on local walks has helped me to feel more grounded and connect with the desire to respond creatively to the context we are in.

Initially I resisted the idea of creating art as a response to Covid-19 and in many ways have struggled with this – something about the dissonance and discomfort of inhabiting multiple and different worlds – one minute having endless time, enjoying the beauty of found images, taking solace in blue skies and the blossoms of spring, juxtaposed with the impact of the ever present global pandemic like a surreal film projecting in the background of my mind.

I have come to realise that both the context and constraints we find ourselves in as artists will inevitably shape and frame our work, both consciously and unconsciously. I find myself embracing this experience and am valuing the time to be more reflective.

A few weeks ago, during a tutorial with Tony, we reviewed a selection of my photos including the 7 AM images. We discussed ideas around new looking – how something used to be and appears now, the ambiguity and instability of some of the images creating a feeling of not being sure where you are and what you are looking at.

Over the past weeks an emerging theme in my work has been playing with the notion of looking in and out and glimpsing fragments of the world. Photography has become more integral to my artistic practice. I have welcomed a somewhat heightened sensitivity to looking, resulting in a different type of noticing and responding. Currently I am in the process of embarking on making an experimental film, working with fragments of still and moving images, which I hope to put together with a poem or narrative. At the moment I am still in a state of prevarication and finding it easier to work on fragments of things.

Completing writing this blog coincides with reading the following article where acclaimed photographers from around the world share a single image reflecting on their experience of the coronavirus outbreak.


From Inside 22.04.2020. Photograph: © Nadav Kander Courtesy Flowers Gallery

I particularly liked this image by Nadav Kander and his words below:

I find it quite a gentle, poignant image. I like the way the blind drawn between inside and outside asks questions rather than answers them. The clear view would have been less ambiguous, I guess. This is veiled – I think that makes it more alluring.”

I am wondering how the voices of these artists and their chosen images resonate with you.

Fiona Horigan

Making Art in Lockdown

It’s at great expense to others that I have the privilege to enjoy my life at home now, I have relatives who are vulnerable who we are keeping a close eye on, but I feel I’ve been given a chance to have fun with my daughters, having nagged them in the past to work for their exams…all that has been taken away so we are calmer and happier, they are making art too…and no one can see what a mess our house really is! I’m enjoying the friendship with our neighbours and the fact that we can’t go away or stick to any plans because there aren’t any! This time has also really added weight to “You only live once, so live your life!”

We built a summer house in the garden for the kids around 17 years ago, it’s now been converted into my studio (we put a kitchen worktop and an easel in there) and I love going down there to escape. I’m relishing the peace and the time I have to think there, it has given me space to reflect on my life and just do what I really want to do. Experimenting with all the materials I have bought over the years has been fun and the weather has made it easier to utilise the outdoor space, to collect new ideas and to clean up afterwards with the outside tap.

I think the online tuition works not only because we have such a strong and supportive group (tutors and students), but also because we all know each other already having spent a year and a half together, there is always something new on our CLFA What’s app chat and there is a kindness and acceptance between us, which is extremely encouraging. To add to this, I’m finding that You Tube is brimming with of free art lessons during this time.

I’m not the most organised of people, but I find it easier to sort my work on the computer, put my pictures online and discuss them via Zoom with the tutors. It’s almost less distracting than in the classroom. It doesn’t replace seeing people and their art face to face though and the impromptu chats which go with it, so hopefully we’ll meet again!

Thank you everyone for everything and here is some of the art I’ve been making.

Pip Bicknell


It is so true that possessions do not make one happy

It is so true that possessions do not make one happy, as it is equally true that having a plethora of art materials at hand does not necessarily make one a good artist. Before lockdown I could not go past an art shop without buying something, kidding myself that it was just that one pencil what I needed to produce some amazing drawing.

At the moment I have no access to the small studio that – after months of careful consideration and a considerable amount of self-generated guilt that took a long while to shift (but that is another story) – I rented from a company that provides studio space at reasonable rates for London. The studio holds ninety-five per cent of my art materials, including tools and supports, paper, canvas, and a folder containing a collection of scraps of paper and images that I use to make collages. Having a sense of what was going to happen, on my last day in the studio in mid-March, I nearly took the folder home. I didn’t in the end, as it was heavy, and I felt lazy about taking it on the bus. I immediately regretted it, and for a while I thought I could not possibly continue to make art without my folder or my supply of materials. Let alone the space.

Also, I believed there had to be a shift in the ideas I was exploring and felt bereft of inspiration and empty. In fact, a few weeks on, I realised that I did not have to abandon my ideas and projects after all, I still stand by them, but I also realised that sometimes there is nothing truer than the saying ‘less is more’. I am enjoying not having much to play with, not only finding new strategies to convey those ideas but also reusing some of the work I have made in the far and near past. Everything can be cut up, and collaged, or worked on. I still miss my folder, and my tools and paints, but in a way, I learnt to let go.

P.S. Before submitting this entry for the blog, I sent it to a very good friend to get his opinion. He picked the word ‘play’, asking if it was a deliberate choice and if making my work was for me a form of play. I had pondered upon this myself, but the answer I gave him was that play is the right word as it reflects an attitude whereby rules and common sense do not matter. We cannot go back to be children, but we can seek to recreate – even by failing – that sense of wonderous freedom and fearlessness.

Claudia Rampelli

Notes on Creative Survival

During these difficult and destabilising times, our greatest challenge is going to be to find ways to maintain our creatively community, to come together and make together at a distance. The discipline and structure of your art practice may well become significant in the coming months, but continuing to self generate and sustain meaningful artistic activities is going to take some careful thought.

I want to share with you are some thoughts about how we might re-tool our artistic activities to take account of this new situation. I know our heads are full of the many uncertainties we face, but if possible continuing to work is a priority because creativity needs to be actively stimulated. You have to do something.

Over the course of this year we’ve talked extensively about the importance of a creative process, working through a medium, how your method isn’t neutral but comes to shape your output. This is a real difficulty in the current situation. Most of us have a practice built around activities that require access to a studio or have come to rely on particular materials which may no longer be available to us.

The first thing we have to be is realistic, accepting that our output is going to take a hit to begin with. But it’s worth noting that the tighter the constraints are, the more inventive and ultimately creative you are going to become in developing your practice. I have a friend who lost his studio some years ago and began making miniature paintings at home. By popular consent these were significantly more interesting than his previous output and completely reshaped his practice. Before we continue making though, we’re going to need to take a little time out for reflection.

We’re fortunate in that we’ve all established a fairly defined sense of what’s at stake for us in our work. This is where you need to start, thinking about intention. The creative processes we established earlier in the year were about helping to determine it. Now you need to think about resetting your creative process in response to it. You need to look dispassionately at what is currently available to you and in a sense think about beginning again.

It’s really important that you don’t simply try to work with whatever is to hand. You’ve arrived at your method and use of materials through careful negotiation. For example, if drawing is the mainstay of your practice, picking up a phone camera and immediately trying to make images with the same degree of refinement using photography isn’t going to work. The medium doesn’t function in the same way. Photography captures an image in one ‘take’ rather than putting together lots of individual ‘looks’ as you do when you draw. In this situation, you’d want to be clear about your intentions and set up an open-ended creative process utilising photography in response to them. So rather than trying to make a complete statement, instead establish a new mode of working, acknowledging that it will have an effect on your thinking.

If your work accents medium and process, the first thing you need to do is characterise the attributes of that medium that define what yo do. Does it need to be elastic, heavy, light, transparent, absorbent etc. Once you have a list of the material qualities that are important to you, start to think about how you might improvise with domestic materials. For example, right now Alex is devising a possible sculpture project for Year 1 Tuesday students involving soap carving and casting with household materials. For me, the domestic context and associative meanings likely to arise from the use of household materials re-imaged are far more likely to kickstart creative thinking than working with more formal materials.

What is going to be required of you is real creative thought to shift your understanding of what an art material might be and how you can work with it within a domestic setting. We may also have to consider the final format your work takes and ultimate means of dissemination. As I say, if you carefully define your immediate objectives, this is something we can focus on in your tutorials.

When you have to change some of the fundamental aspects of how you work, what you work with, when you work, how you share your work, and how much time you can devote to your work, it begins to steer your output somewhere different. In many respects the current situation forces us to adopt strategies artists normally deploy when they are ‘blocked’, where practice is changed to to create uncertainties and new takes on existing concerns. At this point in your year it’s obviously frustrating to be blown off course but, in the longer term, knowing that if things ever dry up you have a way to start again is probably no bad thing.

Tony Hull

March 2020 (sent at the start of lockdown)


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The reason for being here

We, the CLFA team, would like to invite all CLFA students to participate in an exchange, that will take place on this blog whilst we are dealing with the uncertainties and difficulties of the current situation. We thought it would be great to keep in touch not only through our sessions and tutorials but also on this platform. We would like you to post links, texts, pictures, and whatever you want to share with the rest of the group. We hope this blog becomes an interesting diary of the crisis we are living through and most importantly it will help you to share thoughts and ideas related to your art practice. So let’s get started!